To want to run away, right?  I feel like I may be constantly running away from my life and trying to get to somewhere better.  Except I'm not sure where that better place is, all I believe is that it's better than where I am currently.  Which isn't to say the spot where I am in my life is terrible.  In most lights, it could be viewed as ideal.  It's just not where I want to be.  I know I should be grateful for the little things and also be thankful for my health / family / career / Frenchie.  But why can't the place that I am be a little more like this...